DAY 13. yeaa. bad luck..

what's up blogg.
haizzz
today really fcking bad luck nor
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what can do?

spend all day until 6pm at Gong2 house
iisshhh
sienn dao
same like always
play NDS
watch TV
this time better got Astro
watch Iljimae
!!!!!~
then go back home
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after dinner
straight away to the piano
BOOOOO!!!!
that sucks
i have so much homeowrk
transpose a piece into 2 minors
freaking hard
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theme and variation a piece
same freaking hard
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the piece that i said i liked and i was good at
well
i was so wrong
after performing Gavotte Antique with group
then back to practicing those songs
i played like i used to
BADLY
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everytime
it goes on and on and on
the same mistakes
if the mistakes were corrected then is those which shouldnt play wrong
denggggg
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today also
bang the piano
of course not so hard
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Beethoven (or somebody else)
played the piano until it was broken
MushMush aka Worst Pianist
banged the piano until it was broken
watch a match, eh?
Ms. Irene wants it done and finish by this Sat
just now
i forgotten so part of the variation
i couldnt go to school on the next day and ask Will like i used to
damn holidays
freaking annoying
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its 11.11pm again
no luck man no luckk
><"
haizzz
fcking MSN gt problem again
so im stuck with blog and FB and twitter
iisshhhh

i should get used to what i am right now
next year
even though MSN is okay liaoo
still like that
not only next year
starting from next year
so
get used to it or not
......

i heard that song everyday
but today
0
yea..
how "good" luck

tomorrow is December liao
very fast hor?
the holiday just passed that fast
and i havent do anything yet

my hair is long enough until
-sometimes i blink, i caught my hair ><"
-sometimes i makan, makan rambut pulak ><"
dont simply think lar
haizzz
sweeping my hair aside everynight
dont dare to do that when im outta the house
not brave enough like you
-.-"
wait longer abit

haizz
wait more a few days only can see Buzzer Beat
iissshhhhhhhhhhh
><"""""
behtahan
behtahan what?
lots of things narr
ad very behtahan d come online liao
thought maybe can see something like
ermm
blog gt more ppl come or comment
or just something lar
to make me okays
who knew??

sienn dao need crap liaoo
nono
cannot type crap at blog
actually all above is crap
-.-"

buhbyes
2mr will early abit
its wednesday
><"

DAY 12

You're on the phone with your girlfriend she's upset
She's going of about something that you said
'Cause she doesnt get your humor like i do
Im in the room its a typical tuesday night
Im listening to the kinda music she doesnt like
and she'll never know your story like i do
But she wears short skirts i wear T-shirt
She's cheer captain and im on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up
and fine what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that im the one who understands you
Been here al along so why can't you see
You Belong With Me
You Belong With Me~
Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself
Hey isint this easy
And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine i know you better than that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and im on the bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find
that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that im the one who understands you
Been here all along so why cant you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could u not know
Baby~
You belong with me
you belong with me~
(Oohh i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
Im the one who makes you laugh
when u know u're about to cry
And i know your favourite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think i know wheer you belong
Think I know its worthwith me...)
Cant you see that Im the one who understands you
Been here all along so why cant u see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could u not know
Baby~
You belong with me
You belong with me..
x)

Dont skip the lyrics if you have time
read it line by line
and you will know why i loved that song
:)

today like every other day
sienn dao bao
now can online is my greatest thing liao
wtf am i writing??
><"

i forgotten what i wanna write liaoo
i just hated that bitch who spoiled my mood
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peace out
im continue booringg...
buhbyes
:P

DAY 11 (part2)

hellooo~
shes back~
curious why?
no..
fine><
lols
sot
when we at car that time
we didnt go to Gonggong's house worr
we go to eat dinner
then i ask lorh
"Ei, we didnt go eat dinner at Gong2's house mehh?"
"no"
"why i dunno d?"
"..."
then arh i ask again
"We go eat xxxxxxx isit?"
"yalah!!"
"why i dunno d?"
"...."
mong mong liao..
then i very zha dao lorhh
but thank God
Ma let me online right now
:)
yay~

Kang gorgor go home liaoo
at car damn funny they 2
x)
play here play there
push here push there
sot sot d they two
but u see us whole family
he is the darkest
black-blackest of us all
so if somebody really think he is my gorgor
i scared they will think we are weirdss
@@
heehee
:D

never had a gorgor or jiejie before nerhhh
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everybody will say like
"blahblahblah.. my brother blahblahblahhh my sister blahblahblahh"
then they will like ask me
"u gt gege or jiejie anot?"
"no. i gt a naughty didi only"
smiless
:)
i want at least one gor or jie
so i dont have so big responsibility
true marr
they always go
"blahblablahh you are big sister leh blahblahblahhh"
iishhhh
very fan d lorh when they say like that
big sister dai sai arh?
xP
then when my mom always says the line
the u are big sister line
i always say
"ma... then why u earlier duwan 'shen' one more boy or girl? i very 'san fu' d lehhh"
lols
whole family sot sot d larh
nehh
the biggest of the children
most Sot d larhh
x)

okays
i think i gt nothing to write liao
haizz
thats all blogg
2mr actually dunno can on anot leh
but will try d larh
buhbyes
<3

DAY 11

what's up
its day 11
and thats not lucky at all
as long as im never with my friends
T.T

Kang gor gor still at here today
kacau jor sikit
iishhh
x)
but okays larhhh
at least Liang can go play with him

Buzzer Beat
is another of my obsessionsss
wheeeee~
its like the love story thats perfect
Basketball + Love
^^
but
never fall for drama series
they sound nice
looks nice
they are perfect
but
its just a showw
but nobody says u cant love that show
x)

i believe that
everybody have their own LoveStory
its just Time
that controls it
Mine
hasnt showed up yet
but..
i wouldnt want it so fast to turn up
^^

booooooringg at home right now
siennn norrr
now also
this time online nobody to chat withh
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all becoz of the weekly dinner
i cant online at night
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somebody must be sleeeping soundly right now
Zzzzz
:)

i rather have my hair messed up
than not seeing them anymore
:'(
still sad when thinking its time to leave
i know
im such weird
early early didnt say miss them
now leh
miss them like hell
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if wasnt for that party
i couldnt sleep at all
everytime i think of them
i just smile stupidly
then again
im soo depressed about it
awww...
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nothing to do right now
><
no chat
FB nothing to do
Tweet nothing to tweet anymore..
blog leh
nothing to blog liaoo
iishhh
i duwan to write the past

okayss
i duwan to think liao
so sorry yar
but this girl is totallly boring and finding sumting to do
><
buhbyess

DAY 10 (part 2)

halloooo
^^
back from darren's
haizzz
really miss them norr
><
T.T

like Ian said
when i was on the way back home
there was like..
something in the eyes
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i miss them so much
fine i admit
boys
girls
the way the talk
those weird things they said
anything about them
im gonna miss
6K
was the BEST class i ever learned in
without them
im no MushMush
im no Tomboy
><

is quite sienn larh at there
but
theres friends
can talk
waitt
if can talk then not sien liaoo
nothing to talk lorh actually
haizz
always let them bully
><
but its okayy
next time no more liao
T.T

okays
im now missing a lot of things
6K
rootbeer
yak chee
etc
etc
etc
YOU <3
><

dont type liao larhh
byebyess
:')

Day 11

What's up
PuiMun beside me right now
@ Darrens house
wheeeee~
whee wht?
nothing to do gehh
-.-"

i cant believe this
that FATTY syh at here nehh
><
blekk
why they say i likehim??
fat dao
ugly dao
yeeeeeeeee~
behsong norhh
those boys
><

sienn nomr today
Kang GorGor come my house
for...
Maths Camp
heeeheee :D
u dun get it right?
lolx
meaning is
my mom teach maths mar hor?
means he come our house larh for Ma to teach
tumpang one night lehh
iisshhh
no privacy
not that larhh
but arh
very paiseh d
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T.T

PuiMun beside me
speechlesss
paiseh norh
heehee

very siennn at house
maybe can write comething i wish to write before
coz...
gt chinese~
no need to copy and paste nehhh
xD

华语了！
好久没写了呢~
后面那些傻佬。。。
吵！！
kacau sangat
down there 的 boys lehh
dunno play what
“哇啊啊啊！”
sot liao
很闷呢
不写了
我要下去看了
拜拜
《3

DAY 10

im so sorry
Day 9 is unavailable coz im kinda tired yesterday
:)
so sorry
paiseh paiseh yorh
><

What's up
day 10..
go IOI Mall again
shopping..
this week if plus 2mr
3 times liao
-.-"
today i need wake up so early to go with Ma
iisshhhh
><
geram dao
not ery early larh
today 9.30
usually i sleep until 10.30 d
iisshhh
then i think nvm lorh
coz i also want buy my clothes
BRANDS OUTLET~
but leh


omfg omfg omfg
aduh aduh aduhh
pain pain pain
sorry sry sry
stomachache
really behtahan
cannot continue type liaoo
so sorry
><
i'll continue 2mr
iishhh
><

Day 8 :: missing school days T.T

what's up
4:54pm
i see he gt 5pm come anot
xP

this morning
another weird dream again
its all about this year
Singapore Trip
Friend's Birtday party
School Days
weird nehh
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this morning home alone until lunch
open radio
"i see u driving around town with the girl i love and im like......"
wootz
its that song.
alr long time havent heard liao
then think dao no more "tzewei version"
T.T
haizzz

then i tidy my room
lots of school books at my table
haizz
"no more going to school meeting friends liao"
T.T

not only those
let me think
'perhimpunan'
damn boring larh
but.
we get to fool around laugh here laugh there sometimes
i think gt let teacher caught before one time
:P
then is Music Lessons
see the teacher singing sometimes got 'kou sui' at the end of the mouth
hahaa
xD
then leh is what arh?
Computer Class
Ian and Yyin beside me
shuang shuang then pass notes
not pass notes arh
like say i "pass notes" with Yyin
then i write at her book
then she write at mine
then keep on like that
heehee
but when teacher say next page then sei gan lorh
rub rub rub
xP

Mdm Lau's class
not so sienn larh
at least can see Mdm Lau beat other people
gt 'zhu yi dao' Mdm Lau also call
"lee hong ray!! lee hong ray!!"
LOLsss

KH class
okay okay larh
teacher damn nice
but sometimes damn angry
quite fun being around with her
(u all didnt go 'yimaihui' then dunno d larh)
:)

KT
(kajian tempatan)
omfg
damn sienn norh
the teacher teach me 2 years KT liao
always say out of topic d
WTF..

Sivik
that teacher most zha dao
no offense larh..
but,
GEMUK GEMUK d
xP
i dont mean i not gemuk larh
but she more gemuk lehh
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so siao arh that teacher
always like 'kao' our class boys d
want kao also dont kao our class boys narh
want kao also go see mirror first larh

BM
actually i like that teacher d
but admit
damn luo suo damn sienn
no comment
=X

last but not least
BC, MA
the worst in the whole school period
everytime i feel sleepy want to sleep at class
starts from this class
(not everytime. i very tired d)
so freaking boring
same no comment
but in a bad way
BOOOOOO!!!!

sakai teacher
BLEK! BLEK! BLEK!

my place was secong row from infront
i know
"why so tall sit infront?"
i gt my answers
but dont want type
long story
long story short
i hate that place
not becoz of the friends around
is becoz of the place no fengshui
everytime teacher looking
(but arh, no matter where u sit teacher will look at you d larh)
beside me is Xuen
infront me is Scott
beside Scott is Mun
behind me is WaiKit
beside Waikit is Sharon
nice people
no..
actually not-so nice
crazy people
crazy me
x)
me, Mun & Scott are "Song-Maniacs"
crazy about songs and singers
everyday talking about those stuffs
then funny thing
Xuen sometimes like to mix in
but then she give up and say
"dunno what you all talking arh!"
then she play her Sudoku or WordSearch
heehee

Waikit, Sharon, KhaiNg, Agnes, Danny, Munyi
they are most sot sot d
always argueing about something
dunno larh
but the arguement very funny d
^^
Choyling and XuanNi doesnt soo mix with us

many strange, funny, un-normal things happen in this group
we play
we get caught
we happy
we laugh
we mad at each other
but in the end
we are still the crazy people
x)

i started out as a tomboy
then those boys were like
"hey, tomboy!"
"tomboy!"
then arh
when other people think 'senget'
they will like
"What larh, she is tomboy marh"
lol
so 'xi guan' always hang with boys liao
><
dont say me
i TOMBOY marh
xP

TOMBOY was last time
now girl liao
fat girl
weird girl
talkative girl

long story short
I MISS EVERYONE
T.T
end post liao larh
its wednesday
so im off-ing early
><
byee
<3

Day 7 liao lorh..

what's up
i just hate those weird dreams
no, nightmares
my god..
they're killing me
ad 4/5 days those weird things liao
why like that geh?
haiyoo
><
sakit kepala..

whole day is DS
nobody 'qiang' with me today
heeheee
:P

shitt
late liaoo
aiyoo
Di and Ma larh
dunno lately why
dun let me late online liao
they say arh
10pm before only
keesiao!!
no fun man that early
haizz

byebye larh
2mr will early online
its Wednesday
T.T
<3

Day 6 ...

Yesterday..
I dropped tears because of you
I dropped tears for our friendship on the way back home in the car..
No, for our broken friendship
I never knew whats wrong and what right
You were never the person i knew since age 5/6
I falll for stupid things like that
but why
why did you make me fall for THIS?
what did i did wrong to you
to make our friendship as worse as this?

dont say those stuffs liao
:)
'ba gao' blogg!
mush mush so damn guaii
still washing face
yesterday kill fat
walauu
run run run
u better run run run run run
xD
nice song
say back
run
and then cycle
and then badminton
'chuan' dao
not LC d chuan arh
is
u know d larh
imma girl who totally SUCKS at sports
so, ti liang yi xia larhh
><

okayy
i think i gt nothuing to type liao
i need gao dim the 2 solou
><
bye
<3

Day 5

what's up
its Sunday alr
and its still so boring
at least if its Sunday gt one hour not wasted..
guess whats that?
i dont think u will answer correct lorh
heehee ><
i get to watch Buzzer Beat liao
~~~
wheee~~
lalalala~~

just chat with WeiHan
cute boy cute boy nerhh~
heehee
short abit jor
but cute
cuter than u arh, xxx
xP


Buzzer Beat~~
the love story damn complicated abiit but damn nice
!!
Naomi~
and the girll
wth name jor arh?
aiyaa
nice then can ad

my KimMinJoon byebye liaoo lorhh
T.T
nvm
i still gt Naomiat here
heehee
:D

rmb wht i said yesterday?
the stupid stupid wash face d arh
not oil control
is facial wash worr
aiyaa same d larh
heehee
"bao gao" bloggy!
today mush mush very guaii
gt wash face in the morning
need some1 puji me arh
haha
xD

mush mush isnt ugly
just lazy
so today..
ii going out for badminton with the old-timer Di
Lolss
kill fat kill fat
minus fat minus fat


2mr Monday nerhh
2mr only is our true holiday start
haizz
2mr need go meridien
coz Ma want go 'jiao yu bu men'
dunno wth she want to do liaoo
i now think
CHS is a big NoNo for me
Sek4 im kinda scare the way they're gonna treat me coz im a teachers child
so..
i lose too Sek3 liao lorhh
but arh
Ma say only Sek4 or CHS
NVR Sek3
wtf??
haizzz

okays liao
badminton awaits
fat getting killed awaits
buhbyees
:)
<3

Day 4 !!!

what's up
no title then put day 4 lorh
nvm d larh
=)

today is saturday~
if u my true reader than u should know im having piano class today
but guess what?
today bo piano class nerh~
wheeee~~
=D

gt see before d post marh?
i posted it this afternoon
very nice hor?
heehee
i found it on F.B.
xD

no piano class
means more 1 or 2 hours d boringz
lunch cham lorhh
Ma go shopping with 'da yi' & 'xiao yi'
Di incharge with our lunch
that means
mamak
BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
i said try 3 months no mamak
who knew?
about one week then eat ad
haizz
imma fat girl, u know?
><
T.T

sienn norh
NDS NDS NDS
nothing on TV also
online also need night only can
today arh
i rayu Di 'sponsor' me 1 hour online
rayu rayu rayu rayu rayu about 45 minutes then he giv me
heehee
didnt waste all my enery marhx

dinner was great
xP
go eat Korean food
to celebrate Liangs b.day a week ago
-.-"
last week busy marh
so didnt celebrate dao lorhh
omg
the Korean food
we also dunno how to eat
Korean BBQ
so Di didnt order BBQ
eat side order and the dunno whats that
ishh
very full arhh
but arh
inside tummy all is water
dunno how to explain narh
just now damn ful d
now starving man
-.-
not very starving larh
nvm..
reng zhe then go sleep
sure okay liaoo
wait..
if starving then cant even sleep
but arh
now 11.30 jor
so if eat then it is supper
then will fat d leh
><
aiyoo how leh???

dont care arh
i dont eat
put maskin tape on my mouth
even if hand gt food
mouth gt tape
CANNOT EAT
=X

just now about 10 o'clock that time
this girl arhh
stupid stupid go put all those stuffs on face
not stupid stupid larh
coz boring marh nothing to do
then apply those stuffs on face lorh
Clean & Clear oil control
and gt two small small tube dunno what name
aiyaa
ppl say marh
"shi shang zi you lan nu ren, mei you chou nu ren"
[the world doesnt have ugly women, only have lazy women]
i should apply these when std 5 lorhh
becoz lazy didnt apply
my face now only become like that
><
if early early gt apply
mesti wouldnt everyday so scare a pimple will 'pok pok pok' out
from now onwards
since gt so many time nothing to do
everyday need apply those
^^
morning everytime apply oil control d
nite apply everything
ornot no leng zai want arh
T.T

okay
nothing to type liao
tummy guai guai dont so starving
this fat girl needs sleep kays?
byebye
<3

爱情密码 ~~~

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54420　　　我心只爱你
77895　　　紧紧抱着我
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13921　　　一生就爱你
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58451920   我发誓我依旧爱你
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day 3 (wth, juz day 3?!)

what's up
yupp
its just day 3
sienn nor still
at least today can curi-curi play more time at NDS
Liang didnt notice marh
heehee
:D

i looked into mirror
aiyoo
my beloved Mushroom

front d hair damn long liaoo
well not very long larh
x)
just not nice liaoo
Mu$h Mu$h d 'biao zhun' hair is not that long
but cut also bu she de
haizz
dunno this girl larh
this duwan that duwan
im very ma fan
thats me lorh
mayb next year
will not be Mu$h Mu$h liaoo
dunno nerhh
aiya, next year only think larh
now still is most Mush Mush d Mush Mush
-.-"

i still havent think what to type
dunno arh
whole day is
SUPER MARIO~!
POKEMON~!
PAC-MAN~!
very childish hor?
no larh
just play for fun only
sei ah Liang larh
only gt these kids d game
if was me
i rather choose PSP
x)

duwan type liao
sienn dao
stupid MSN
2mr mesti guai guai
dun sot sot ark
i want sign in d leh
><

bye bye larhs
<3

so far so SIENNN... -.-

what's up
hoiyoo
really very damn super sienn norh at home
what to do?
eat, sleep, play NDS, watch TV..
eat
not everytime eat ornot fei fei d arh
sleep
actually didnt sleep norh
play NDS
also will play until sienn d marhh
watch TV
nothing to watch lorh say truth
sienn leh weyy
><

my blog kinda quiet lorh
dont you think?
everytime is Will, XuenLi, PuiMun, Hong2, bypasser(sometimes) and TzeWei(sometimes)
only lorhh
not enough
last time my blog
damn lots of visitors
not LC larh
but is truth norh
now leh?
everytime go see nobody comment d
dunno is gt see or not
but see number is gt more larh
haizzz
support lehh
dont so quiet pls
very sad nehh
><

suddenly nothing to type
type what leh?
dunno ark
end post liao larhh
2mr so sienn
will think of something to type d larh
u also
must support me ark
then i will type more more for u all to read
thankiew :D

buhbyess
<3

NDS? broken friendship? etcetc?

What's up
im suddenly cheeed up
thanks to you
i cant type my blog emo-ly liaoo

today go Plaza LowYat
wow
so many techno stuffies inside
i really mean so many
all is techo thingys man
sakit mata jor leh
really damn lots of stuffs
handphonse
psp
ps2 3
NDS
etc etc

after hanging at there for awhile
finally buy liao
phewwww
the two sot  sot d
go here  go there
"what price?"
"what price?"
"dont so expensive boleh?"
then arh
we two kelian d follow them
go here go there
becoz gt so many place sell at the plaza
siao ad lorhh
@.@

i still cant make a decision
so now i really really need ur help
including u my dear reader :: bypasser
can pls go to http://www.pyzam.com/
find these 4 blogskins
help me choose which one nicer
Simple Living
As He Loved
Live The Life
Find Me Love
these 4
pls~~
i tell u all larh
2011 change blog
so need all prepare
can help me hor~?
arigatou gazaimasu
thankiew so much

maybe becoz im stupid
thats why
want to know the story?
it all started when there were me and you
i told u every little secret that i have
and u were like
"duh. so what? wadever."
and u didnt told me anything
thats so not best friends
until u really kept a BIG secret
and the fight started
u think thats no big deal
until i giv up fighting
but we werent so close
all u said about me is my birthday party
and how you wish the party was all ur way
fine with me
not!!
then i stopped you
i lived my life
u lived urs
its that simple
simple ending right?
not that easy
you wrote those stuffs on ur blog
as a blogwriter
u dont know wat u should and should not write
you even wrote ur teachers house address inside
havent u think of what you have done?
u finally admit u liked him in ur blog
and i just said
"i knew u liked him"
you were shoo-ing me away with a smile
then i thought u werent so 'jie yi' about it
until u started writing again
you used what i used to describe u on our first fight
bitch
fucker
.......................
like its all my fault
then after a few fights
we were the worst enemies we ever were

thats all?
thats what i thought
until u called me one day
i recognize your voice
but i wanted you to admit urself
"who are you?"
"im the person you hate"
"scott?"
"imma girl"
"owh, i get it"
you just asked something about me going catholic and stuffss
something i wasnt sure my own
"what the hell did you called me for?"
"dunno. i just called shuang only"
then i ended the 'phone conversation'
after a few days
you MSNed me
u said
"frenz again of enemy"
"how should i know? u started it"
"T^T"
"and know u wan how?"
"frenz again lorh"
"haizz. see lorh.. blek"
then we were like officially frenz again
we chatted like we used to
we even talked on the phone too
i was feeling to start all over again
no more fights
all those
and thats when i saw your blog
i cant believe i fall for it
you cheated me
you lied
i believed u
go find out what she typed
http://joeyiloveschool.blogspot.com/
it was a November 13 post
on Saturday
you didnt even explain to me wth was going on
you even wrote me and xxx
those things
what did i did??

you changed..

its quite late right now
i gtg
bye

Byebye *sobss*

What's up
its graduation day
its the last day at YakChee
its the last day singing school song
[yet sing until so bad..]
its the last day seeing all the teachers
its the last day seeing all my friends
its a not-so-good day
><

i didnt cry
but i admit
watery eyes
xP

P class boys are so disrespectful
blekk!!
laugh laugh laugh
shout shout shout
play play play
iisshhh
><

the food was nice
had a long queue on the ice-kacang
long time didnt eat liao
x)
but really
eat liao very nice but not nice
[i know u dunno what i mean]
didnt have the mood to eat arhh
so havent eat finish ad throw away liao
Sryyy ><
then eat finish liaoo
coz today i tumpang JiaAnn d car go sek 4
then JiaAnn say faster go liaoo
i want stay at there for a little longer
but i couldnt..
so its a quick bye and everythings gone
><
so damn 'qiao' is
i was thinking of seeing xxx for the last time
then coz my head still look down walk mar
who knew
i 'tai tou' then saw him
wtf!?
then JiaAnn keep looking at me
giving me the sly smile
heehee ><
i just smiled
not at him of course
then i turn back
i saw his 'bei ying'
then i thought
"You still look cute.. Im so damn glad for the last day i could look at you in such a close distance.. Its my last time looking at your face and 'bei ying'.. Good luck at all.. dont let me see you again.. dont let me get head over heels on you again.. x)"
then when turn back my head
i nearly hit something or someone
teehee
the careless of me
=D

thats it
no more YakChee
after school
go another school
my favourite one
SEKSYEN 4
but quite sienn ark at there
nothing to type about there

go home
first thing is bath
then dash to the computer
msn msn msn
upload pics
damn wtf
so sloww`

wtf..
this is second time i entered this post
i typed quite lots of things ad
but damn the blogger dunno wth happen
haizzzz
damn moody right now
duwan type again liao larhh
sai hei
okay larh
byebyeess

mood swing?? what meaning? xD

what's up
i dunno too
i just heard Mun said this
but arhh
i know i will like suddenly bo mood
then simply scold ppl
sometimes!
then suddenly happy happy like that
very sot d larh this MushMush
suddenly like very piss very angry
then arh suddenly so happy so cheerful
i know
im weird
but i dunno
wth why??

little aeroplane reached to owner no2 hands liaoo
owner no1 of course she bu de
but little aeroplane sooner or later gonna fly ad
so let it fly to the one who worth owning it
right?
everytime i look at it
it gives me hope
take good care of it
like i take good care of my couple keychain
^^
bought 3 of it together
one for me
one for Joeyi
one for owner no2
RM10 lehh
better than one Rm5
nobody even me knew that it was going to be owner no2
but better than other ppl
who doesnt know anything

im the crazy one who thinks of those things to write in blog
or to tweet
im not like those big brain ppl
who very fast can think then write liao

little aeroplane fly high until it reachs the sky
dont fall when u reach the clouds. aim for the Stars
go to the top. never look down.

okay. duwan think liao
im loving u yak chee
byebye
<3

anti-social? or just a Girl in Jail?

heyy
this morning
PuiMun  called me
say want go out with P class they all in IOI
wtf..
damn ngam
coz its Saturday and im going to class

i dunno whats wrong with me..
before that
its all about Ma locking me in the house
and studying for UPSR
now leh?
what reasons do i have?

i dunno am i anti-social
i nvr hang out with friends in the mall or somethings before
nvr..
@ S'pore was my first time
but theres teacher larh

Ma always says
you all soo young can go out by urself
sot d

haizz
duwan say about that liao
i gt nothing to say
bye~
<3

2 more hours then its WEEKEND!! so what...?

What's up
today very very very x1000
SIENN sieenn siennn siennnn
arkk
haizz
but at least i gt one day can lepak lepak around and no need listen teacher cakap cakap
ad 6 years at school
today although sien larh
but still can lepak
teehee~

boring
nothing to do
haizz..
i lazy go open facebook
scare lack gei again
haizzz

i see jor the school magazine
thank god Liang bring back to me
heeheee
i saw really a lot of great stuffs
inside all me d photo very ugly
haizz..
wish can at all book use liquid paper liquid my face
lol..

nothing to type jorr
buhbye larh
=)

i LOVE SueNing ~

what's up
i cant believe thats my TITLE
but nothing to write as titleliaoo
-.-"

hate them
i hate them
i hate them for being so bad
i hate them for being so bad +they were my friends
i hate them for being so bad + they were my friends + they didnt apologise
but stupidly
i was the one who apologise
-.-"
she sure is STUPID sometimes =/

i gt 6As
i knew Mdm Lau wasnt right when she said i had 7As
thanks to Sweet God i didnt believe her
ornot i will be so shi wang
i ad gt 2 whole months to get ready no matter how bad the results were
when they say 7A to me
i was like
*HUH!?*
then some people come congratz me i just said
"no need congratz, its not even true"
6A lehh
not bad for me neh~
^^
but still so moody

i LOVE SueNing
i LOVE SueNing coz she makes me feel trustable
i LOVE SueNing coz she makes me feel trustable + shes a good listener
i LOVE SueNing coz she makes me feel trustable + shes a good listener + nobody is as awesome as she is
(okay, cut the last part..)

i just told SueNing
something nobody knew
NOBODY
coz shes still young
she wouldnt so bad do all those back stabbing things
i hope im right..

no confidence about that suddenly
it just disappear in thin air
and finding just makes it harder to find
waiting?
times runing out, my dear..
(i called myselfmydear??)

thankiew daddy
for being so HIGH when i tell him 6As my result
calm down mommy
for being so pissed since i cant g into sek 4

no celebration at our house
boohoo T.T
nahhh...
jus jkjk only
what to T.T about?
these things no need to celebrate d

i still felt sorry........
whats wrong with me?
damn it...

nothing to type liaoo..
2mr Ma gonna go to sek 3
haizzz
thinking of me going to sek3 makes me feel sickk
5 FREAKING YEARS
full of HIM

ei?
2mr they yi ri you
then we how??
chill at class?
seifo, i didnt borrow book from Agnes
><
2mr then sleep only lorhh
Zzzzzz
*.*

petang that time
i go upload photos
so many need delete
then arhh
dunno gt upload anot
damn lack arh our com
ishhhh
hai ren 'com'
xP

i go do FB liaoo
gt time then only do my own things
bye
.....??

today sucksxx

omfg..
today just killed me in the heart
arhhhh
damn pissed
+ moody
+mong mong *.*

dont say this first
say about yesterday

Tuesday ::
@ school
3 crazy ppl was trying to get my hair ...
ermm..
how to say leh?
put my hair behind ear
means...
tuck my hair behind ear larhh
aiya dun care
they all sot d
one grab my head
no, 2?
3?
and then grab my hair and put inside
more cham
one of them is the tall tall yongsui yongsui gt doggy face d
aiyooo
they keep begging me to let them see what i look like in that kind of hairstyle
wtf!?
i was soo..
*speechless*

@ meridien was damn boring
thank God i gt SueNing to help me
what did she helped me?
SueNing listen to me talk talk talk for about 1 hour?
nehh
half an hour ++
all about me and the bitch's fight
talk until xxx
talk until dunno where liaoo
i gt a new EAR
~
^^
she also wouldnt get boring
when i cakap cakap cakap
she will like  giv me the pity face
or sometimes she also listen ancd very ji dong
LOL
sweet cute girl
then arh
SueNing said she want to see some of the people inside my "Life Story"
-.-"
then i was like okayy lorhh

i hate dinner
Liang was so damn "chuan" about him going into the first class next year
then Ma & Liang keep saying all about results lorhh
then arhh
Ma keep say me worr
say here say there mesti nak say me wan worr
say me what?
"Liang, you now can go in 1st class no use.. don't like Jiejie next year go back to 2nd class"
"you dont study hard, then you wil be like Jiejie didnt study then go 2nd class"
then Liang will go
"Ma, Jiejie why didnt go 1st class when she std 6?"
"neh, becoz she always didnt study hard larh"
i wanted to shout out loud that
i didnt study!
i cheat!!
okay??
i cheat at exam!
just to get great marks
and guess what?
i gt what i wanted
but who knew i need to go H class??
then everytime say about results
Ma will keep saying that i didnt study
this that this that
that time
i really want to say that i cheated
instead
i took my dish inside and lock myself in my room
i cant help it if they keep saying me..
they just wont stop
what do you want me to do?
scream loudly say
"I DIDNT STUDY OKAY? I JUST CHEAT AT THE EXAM!!"
-.-"

Today ::
just like what i said above
OMFG
that damn xiao za bo want us to cut hair
i duwanna touch my hair
i've waited so long since the day i came out from the hair dresser d house
now leh?
its either pin my hair or cut my hair
even Ma says that xiao za bo is ridiculous
fuck her
i duwan to pin
coz thats soo not me and soo not Mush
if i pin to school
i can bet that nobody wants to even come near me
i look hideous!!
and then become soo not mush mush liaoo
><
but arhh
cut also cannot worr
haizz
i want to leave it also cannot
later let the xiao za bo scold
fuckk!!

more cham?
i didnt get to go to sek 4
all my hopes
*POOF!!*
gone..
when i took the paper while walking back to my place
i just let out one word
FUCK
well
whisper
nobody heard that right?
x)
really very very dunno-how-to-say lorhh
then i go moody the rest of the day
reading my another Meg Cabot book Agnes borrowed me

haizz
then after moody for like 5 hours
Ma finally fetched me home form daycare
then i thought
the 'jie guo' ad come out liao
no matter how moody how emo how pissed i am
nothings gonna change
so just face it
im gonna see him for the rest of my 5 years
><
when i type that sentence
i was sooo pissed
fuck!!!!!!!!!!
why God treated me like this
i havent had why i should had
instead
He gave me the worst ending

5 years dude
my whole life i had to face him
what if
when i at Sek 3 many people found out that i liked him before
then its gonna start over like std 5
my worst nightmare
"LeRan~ i cant believe u like xxx"
"omg, u like him?"
"hey, there goes ur boyfriend"
how can i face the whole wide world?
how can he even face me?
damn it
deng dao
fuck dao
i really scare later when Liang come back
when he test my anger
i scold a bad word at him
and i get busted by Ma
shit..
they come back liaoo
the first sentence i heard from Liang is
"what did i get when i go to 1st class"
omfg..
cant they had enough of it already??

Tonights Wednesday
haizzz
IOI mall again
tonight no matter what
i need to eat McDonald Ice Cream to calm myself down
im just soo crazy-in-a-bad-way liaoo
i can go for chocolate
bt our house didnt hav..
haizzz

Makan, Blogging, Talking 'xin shi', listening to Music etc etc is my ways to fa xie or cool down when im like this
well..
im usually like this..
haizz..

2mr..
maybe im gonna pin my hair..
dont freak out okay?
its okay if u dont want to come near me..
but ont insult me..
im already hating myself right now

shit
i just thought about the wood KH teacher gave us
i didnt "mo" dao..
no time liaoo..
deng
why so damn unlucky d
haizz

wish 2mr
'ping an wu shi'
dont becoz of me 2mr gonna pin hair so laugh at me ya
><
haizzz

bye
x(

SleepyHeaD --> BOokyWorM

what's up
i gt lots of things to say about S'pore trip
but
words cannot describe my lots-of-kind feelings
soo..
long story short
SINGAPORE ROCKS!!!!!
lolxx

my back shoulder, neck hurts
my panda eyes growing
my face seems to be a bit pale
ishhh
hui rong!!
><

i rmb i was stupid @ the Organic Farm
heehee
xD
the woman say go to Mushroom d place
then i whisper
"Aiya, no need go liao.. at here gt mushroom then see here d mushrrom larhh"
then ppl started to "water" Mu$h Mu$h
then ppl started calling "Mush Mush" for awhile
lol
-.-"
then arhh
i saw a boy wearing snoopy t-shirt
i want it so bad
then arhh
i stupid stupid keep looking at the T-shirt
they think i was looking at xxx
wtf..
-.-"
nvm..
who cares?
xP

today read book
Agnes borrowed me this great book
im so loving that book
"Jinx"
the title
the cover a little too "bao lu"
then a lot ppl think its ham shu
wth..
i dunno larh
i enjoy reading that book
boys, drugs, witchcraft etc etc etc
well
a little drugs only
its part of the problem
NICE

sleepy...
someone "water" this Mush Mush
shes gonna sleep but she has things to do
*.*
i really really really hate my panda eyess
yorrr
one day
i gonaa buy garnier white something something
dunno wth that name is
and im gonna use it
ha!
-.-"
shes just crazy coz everytime she sees the mirror. here comes panda eyes
@.@

nothing to type liaoo gua
S'pore photos gt some is all zi pai d
why?
coz i think dao i lack of profile pics..
so just take some photos lorh
^^

2mr morning
haiz
wakeup
see face
PANDA EYES
*SOB*
nitess
<3

Wednesday ~ TODAY

helloooo~

Wednesday ::
wtf!!
i accidentally stapled my finger
damn hurt leh
the bullet inside my finger half way liaoo
thank God i could take it out
then lehh
bleed
bleed bleed
[bleeding love leona lewis]
lol..
then when recess
keep looking at my pity finger
ouchh
now still abit hurt

Today ::
ahhhhh
its thursday~
meaning..
TAKE OFF TO S'PORE!~
wooohoooo~~~
yay yay yay yay
sot liaoo
dunno sit where leh at bus
i just follow kaiyin
hope the place good lorhh
haizz
let the sakai teacher scold again
not just me
whole class
he sot d isit?
blekk
xP

duwan say liao
im waiting for singapore trip
waikit stupid everyday countdown with me at school
^.^
tonight online again!~
Ma so good giv me on~
bye
<3

2 days. so far so good.

Monday ::
ahh
i represent my group go 'xuan chuan' at "stage"
damn panic at first
nervous breakdown
i keep biting my lip
then arhh
i dunno how to pronouce then 'zha shu tiao'
zha is 4th pronounciation or 2nd?
i dunno leh
then when i say until there
"zh..zh..zha[4th] shu tiao.."
WTF
my friends thought i scare until trembling
-.-"

Tuesday [today larhh] ::
What's up
wootzz
today is yi mai hui
damn crazy~
teehee xD
at start is three of us d
KH teacher say can
then arhh
our fcking class teacher say 2 only
fine
they kicked me out in the butt
[jkjk]
but i also gt come back and help
heehee
shouting
"diao shi!! mei li d diao shi!! shu tiao! lai mai shu tiao!!"
"mei nu~ lai mai mei li d diao shi larh!!"
i admit i really sot that time
what also shout
they say they no voice ad
but i still gt
why?
coz i always shout dao xi guan liao
wakkaxxx

he gt come our stall
not come
PASS
nehh
SleepingBeast help us buy finich the diao shi
SleepingBeast also help us buy finish the bing tiao
not call bing tiao larh
is shui tiao
then arh
SB belanja some boys bing tiao marh
xxx like a kid say
"i want i want~"
^^
i just smiled
then xxx dunno why
take the shui tiao say
"this is not bing tiao... this is shui tiao... bla blahh...."
crazy boy
thats why i <3 him
nonononono
dont say that
blek xP

at least we gt sell finish
they still behsong
coz we untung d money very little
to me
gt money okay ad
i want to save up for my ::
puppy? xD
Tutti Frutti? xP
HP? ><
dunno larhh

end up there d topic

i found out that i havent ate chocolate for a long time liao
no wonder larhh
lately happy also not happy enough
crazy also not crazy enough
I WANT CHOCOLATE!!
*SOBXX*
ishh
im missing chocolate

today let bully again
2 boys
one is the tall tall very sui d
one is the not so tall but quite cute d
(^.^)
each person pinch one cheek
wahh
i drinking milo ice leh
i saw Will laugh
><
blekk
xP
thank god no teacher saw us
aiyooo paiseh dao

Jx finally saw SB
Jx so scared hide inside the teacher's table
heeheee
everytime see Jx like very cute very brave very naughty d
who knew
he so scare SB
laugh die me arhh
xD

at class
so damn shocked
i was chit chatting with some friends
then suddenly behind me somebody(s) was "pai" my cheek
if not wrong
is 4 ppl
4 BOYS
WTFFFFFFF
it happen so fast
i didnt even have time to stop them
yorrrr
my cheeks
*touch cheek*
everyday giong to be red red liao
not malu
is let ppl pinch or "pai" dao red
ishhh
fine.
i very good person d
><
u know whats Ian's stupid excuse?
HongRay too fierce liao
SB also fierce
Waikit ad kena liao
OngYiTeng also kena liao
then gt some other ppl larhh
then left me one
wtf
im still kinda shock about this
><
everyday there are suprises that suprise me
but
sometimes its not good
blek
xP

behsong behsong behsong tht fcking teacher
i kena one more essay again
fck!
damn him
blekkk
i simply write
i want to write something to gek seii him
but arh
lazy lorhh
let those geng d ppl write larhh
^^

end post right now
online more a bit then off liao
monday, wednesday friday
owh
2mr is wednesday
so 5.30 wake up
wash hair~~~
love the feeling~
sot
like that also need write
bye
if 2mr my cheek is really red i'll call myself tomato instead of mushroom
JKJK
no way i wanna be tomato
xD
bye~