SMASH IT!! SPOIL IT!! THROW IT AWAY!! and buy a NEW one..

What's up..
see the title??
i meant my stupid computer..
damn slow lehh..
haizz..
one day..
i'm sure one day..
dad will buy a new one..
that day will soon come..
and that day...
dad will call me to buy the new one with my own money....
= =
my dad like that d..
so damn suii..
buy new d small things also duwan..
tankai jerin..
kedekut!!

aiya..
dunno what to type today..
nothing special...

i'm so high about tomoroow...
HIGH HIGH HIGH..
[i should write SIAO SIAO SIAO]
= =
u know why??
coz i'm gonna get another prize!!~~~
yeah yeahh yeahhhh!!
why so high worr..

i'm gonna end this post fast and go watch maid sama now!!
chuan hong, this post very short jorr ar..
don't say u cannot read this post finish..
so bye..
293!~

--- end post ---

today?? sucks a little....

What's up..
damn late right now..
today wasn't really the "awesome" i expected..
well..
i'll tell you right now..

just woke up on another nightmare early this morning..
i dunwan to talk about it..
coz..
it make me cry..
and my pillow was a little wet..
then i went down and saw nobody in the house..
then i thought mom went to fetch Liang from tuition.
then wait about half an hour ady..
i was like..
what the heck was going on..
and called mom...
she say...
her car d battery no more..
so that time at workshop..
then when i hang the phone..
i was jumping up and down saying
"YES YES YES!"
freeeeeeedom~~!!!
[for 15 minutes]

piano was like usual..
HORRIBLE
TERRIBLE
and so on..
then afterthat i didnt take my tutti frutti..
coz scared no time..
i didnt tell u meh?
oo..
havent write until there..
keep reading!~
then i go take photo for the Singapore d trip lo...
wtf..
the photo very crazy..
"crazy" as a bad term..
the photo say want to see the ear..
i was like..
'huh!!"
means..
i need to put my hair behind my ear..
wtf!!
i hate that...
nvm lorh..
bbut huh..
need see eyebrows..
WTHH!!!!
this is so killing me..
means i need to "sweep" my infront d hair aside..
UGLY!!
omg..
that photos sucks alot..
mom says that nobodys gonna look at the photo..
haizz..
tell you one thing..
the counter d gurl ask sell 4 photos mar..
then mom says yes lorh..
then i tell mom say need 3 only..
mom say nvm..
then..
Liang say..
"then one more pic leh??"
i say..
"when i very angry i take the picture to burn la..."
he = ="
wakaka...

on the way back home..
we saw a polis car number plat is WPP
then i tell Liang..
"hey, u see that.. W-P-P"
then he laugh..
i say PP
he still laugh..
i say..
what's wrong with you??
he say PP is..
pee-pee
huh??
u know what's pee-pee mar??
it is "kencing" in malay..
then i say
"WPP..  我pee-pee.."
then we two laugh like siao ad..
then bro say..
"all the polis car is pp.. then is APP ; BPP; CPP; DPP; EPP...
[and so on]
then when is SPP, it is saya pee-pee"
wth..
= ="
then i say
"then APP already gt lo.. its aku pee-pee"
then we laugh like siao again..
then my mom say
"so many time say this 'see see liu liu' "
[see see liu liu coz i dunno how to write mar.. so you just read it]
then both of us laugh again..
u know why?
coz in cantonese is..
"aw see ; aw liu"
大便 小便
wakakaka..
we all laugh like crazy..
even mom laugh..
then Liang started siao ad..
he say..
"why all our cars is W sumting sumting one!!!"
then he keep reading all the cars we pass d number plats..
"W??" "W??" "W??"
then mom say..
"why u say W is 'da-biu da-biu'
"its 'double U', not da biu da biu!!"
then we all laugh again..
what can i do??
i have this crazy and 'swt' family....

then we go for movies..
we go see "Grown-Ups" in 1 Utama..
wow..
long time never been there before ad..
say truth lar..
we were starting a bit lost @ there..
*malu malu*

the movie was...
okay okay la..
got funny lo..
but alot very bian tai d the jokes..
thats why it is PG 13..

after the movie we go eat dinner @ Restaurant Paris!~
i luv that restaurant!!
nice food and good price..!!
everytime we go somewhere near there..
we will eat @ there d!!
but..
everytime we go home..
we will use the small and short routes other people dunno...
why we know?
coz we live there b4...
i cannot say we la..
coz Liang havent born that time..
daddy always say when he goes that road..
你看， 只有我们才会这些shortcut！别人不会的！
we all sick of that sentence ad..
but..
everytime he also says..
还记得你小的时候， 我每次带你出去走走
this sentece makes me alittle moody again..

rmb one post i say i go back to where i live before?
and i said i cried when i visit my old nanny?
yeah..
if u dunno..
when i was small..
i lived at SS2..
[somewhere there larhh..]
and when my bro wanna born ad..
or mayb at mom's belly..
we move to Bandar Kinrara..

rmb what i said that i was moody when dad said that sentence??
coz..
虽然我不记得小时候的那些事。。


但我能想象。。

小时候。。

那快乐活泼的我。。

我能想象。。

我们父女两在散步的那种情景。。

我能想象。。

小时候。。

那无烦恼的生活。。

我每次都很想回到以前小时候。。

能天天都过着快乐的日子。。

能天天都看见我自己的笑容。。

而。。

不会为友情， 学业和其他事情烦恼。。
 
haizz..
say only mar..
got use meh??
 
我。。


可以有一次说话不算话吗？

我。。

每次都说到做到。。

但这次。。

我有那种不想着的感觉。。

我。。

不想答应你。。

但也答应了。。

时间。。

可以不要过的那么会吗？

我也追不上了。。

我们之间的友情。。

是不能放句号。。

但我想放逗号。。

因为。。

我想休息。。

想停一停。。

但你就是死死不放手。。

不让我放逗号。。

为什么？

问你啦！
 
nothing else to say jorr lar..
facebook and chat a little then i need off jor...
u seee??
now i moody jor...
haizz..
2mr still gt homework..
i a bit tired ad..
duwan put codes ad..
so goo night..
late jorr lar..
bye..
 
--- end post ---

whatsup..
wait yar..
i need to sign in MSN...
cannot sign in..
wth..
wait first..

still cannot on in MSN...
wtf..
why like that one..
haizz...
but knw 89 also havent on..

today..
gt nightmare..
spoooky..
i tell u abit..
coz i remember abit only..
in my 'dream'
my mom was kidnapped or sumting..
coz she didnt appear in my nightmare..
then only me, my dad and my brother..
then..
we were back from somewhere..
we were 跟踪 by a criminal or sumting..
then whenever we go gt alot of bombs and traps..
*woww*
then when we reach at my house gate..
we go to the door..
and then gt bomb..
but we lucky didnt die..
then we go inside house..
dad say go have some rest..
but we all very scared when we sleep also gt trap or bomb..
then i dunno ad..
coz when i wake up..
i was like..
ei?
i havent die..

this is true..
a little *woww* but a little scary..
i really wake up and think i havent die..
when i look at the time..
11:45am..
wtf..
sleep so long...

lunch is....
SPAGETTHI~!!!!
yes!!~
love it~~
and mushrrom soup..
[my mushroom say::: AHHH!!]
LOL
mushroom soup i prepare d arh..

after lunch i think i go do my piano d homeowrk...
damn hard..
and then i go tell mom i want to go do honey lemon..
i say
"我要有灵感"
haha..
but really..
last time i do the homeowrk..
i also drinking honey lemon..
and i gt 80% do correct..
wakaka..

honey lemon to me is nothing special ad..
i about everyday do to drink..
coz my 伤风..
so i do until i master ad..
wakaaka..
"master"

finally i do finish..
then i should be doing homeowrk..
but i go take stupid photos...
lalala....
then now online lor..

yeah yeah..
i gt prize..
not one..
but 2!!
wakaka..
one is the 电脑设计课本封面比赛
gt 优秀奖!!!
hehe..
then one more is typing competition...
both of them i didnt thought of having prizes..
rmb that time i post about the typing competition?
walau..
i didnt know gt prize leh~~

becoz of prize..
tomoro can eat tutti frutti!~
my dad belanja..
before i know i can get prize..
i thought that saturday i go belanja MYSELF a tutti frutti..
now gt prize ad..
can keep the money!~
i starting ask daddy can go eat japanese food anot..
[i joking only lar]
but he say can worr!!
but i say duwan la..
save it after UPSR..

dad ask before about going to movies..
i want to see the soccerer's apperentice..
but didnt show ad..
then how about pck the movie?
mom duwan..
so no movie..
coz dad was wondering after movie we go to eat beside the new wing d shabu shabu..
waaaaaa..
but no movie..
then change plans...
saturday night order pizza..
drink mushroom soup..
and drink the SPARKLING we bought before..
..
wait!!
i think got movie ad..
GROWN UPS!!
i saw newspaper say 4 star...
nice marh??
but i want eat pizza..
i also want eat shabu shabu..
haiz...
when daddy come back i ask him..
lalala~~

so tomoro..
after music class go tuti frutti..
then go home..
then choose either movie or pizza..
i think daddy will choose movie..
wakaka..
i don't care as long as i'm happy~~

erm..
89,
if u are seeing my blog..
sorry today cannot online at MSN..
dunno what prob..
so cannot ask u..
mayb next time lar..
sorry..

blog post too long jor..
i @ fb upload some pics ad..
wakaka..
go see la..
but Will..
pity u cannot..
lol..

code time::
68747666 76257!!!

bye!!!

 ---- end post ----

chinese!!

我今天无端端又没有心情了。。


不知道为什么。。。

我问过自己。。

我到底在搞什么？

但。。。

答案还不知道。。

haizzzz...



我不明白。。

我的心情。。

有时开心。。

有时伤心。。

有时傻傻。。

有时呆呆。。

有时笨笨。。

有时生气。。



我其实有很多东西要些。。

算了吧。。

我很忙。。

哈哈。。

codes..
wanna try?
94373 273 968??
6477464 968~~
9248464 367 968!~

need off jor..
i know i tomoro can online!!
see you tomoroo~~
293 293~
6477 968!

moody.......!!!!

wazup...
moody day...
again..
duwan think about all that thingz..
want moody...
can..
but duwan be soo so moody..

homework...
FINISH!!
HALLEYLUYAH!!!
[simply spell]
so damn hard..
but i really do like siao...

starting chat with W...
then its H
and then Y
now C
hehe...
so crowdy~

nothing to type leh..
i need do my thing ad...
bye..

happy? okay okay.. sad?? going to be..

Shokk Yann's party was AWESOME..
ps2..
soft drinkz..
computetr...
food...
cakes...
wow..

happy enough ad..
after 2 more hours then its 2morow..
gonna be moody again...

just now more shuang..
haha..
go puimun's house!!
puimun so bad..
when we at her sis's car..
her bro call..
she say say say until say..
"gor, my friend want come our house"
"leng lui ah.."
"very leng de ah~"
"remember do your most yeng d pose arh"
"yaya.. really very leng lui.."
"we are going to reach house, remember get ready at the door arh"
so bad...
then when reach house..
puimun scream..
"leng lui come ad!!!!!!"
i say..
"puimun, u say urself isit?"
wakaka...
then when we go up stairs..
puimun tell her brother..
[in the phone d that 2nd brother]
"gorr, i wan use computer.."
"use lah.."
then he go away ad..
[SHOO~]
then we..
msn..
fb..
pps..
[eclipse]
listen songs..
then go home...

continue yestersday d "small matter BIG FEELINGS"

we..
fight again..
i knew we are gonna fight again..
every year we fight..
haha..
but.
this year...
haizz....
so damn complicated...
but each of us need our own space sometimes..
maybe i am the one without giving space...
maybe sometimes i am too controlling..
maybe i didnt ask for your thoughts..
maybe it was all my fault...
maybe you shouldnt forgive me..
maybe our friendship ends here..
but guess what?
i'm still missing you..
without you..
nobody can replace you..
do you know that?????

i duwan say ad..
now i wait my things download finish and play fb..
tomorow many homeowrk awaits me..
ahh..
bye...

SHOK YANN'S B.DAY PARTY!!! [haven't started....]

heyhey..
cannot continue yesterday's post..
coz now @ Shok Yann's house....
cannot type...

excited about the party...
but havent started...
.....
dunno type what lar...
but at least gt type lar hor...

guess who's beside me now..
LEE PUI LI!!
haha...
i dunno her leh acytually...
but gt one thing in common with us...
MAID SAMA!!!!
wakakaka...

today don't be emo...
be happy...
and then can play until crazy @ shokk yann there...
buh bye~

W8!!!!
9pm meet again...
if i gt time i come and post one more...
another
BYE~

small things.. BIG FEELINGS..

wazup..
this week also..
very complicated...
i'm actually running out of time typing this post....
so i'm sorry...
and i will continue this post on maybe tomorow...
gtg...
bye...
MOODY!!

QuieT =X ...

what's up...
new post..
i can type think of this post..
bcoz today @ home i too senyap ad..
but @ chatting...
wa...
keep typing like siao..

quiet..
isn't peaceful...
quiet..
means u can think many thingz...
[negative thingz]
quiet...
means something's wrong..
quiet..
means daydreaming..

stupid post...

cannot type ad..
very busy..
haha...
bye..

becoz of stupid KEYBOARD

What's up?
i duwan to talk about "THOSE" things....
><
but today was horrible...
it was typing competition...
i had to admit i was neeervous...
my hands are not shaking..
but my heart is beat a 808 drum..
[wakaka.. "Your Love Is My Drug" lyricsz]
then the female teacher say...
START....
and everyone was typing......
beside me d PuiMun siao jor...
she keep type type type...
i bet her keyboard rosak ad...
siao..
she press the key like gt rythem..
and when i pres...
wth!!
my keyboard damn sticky
sticky sticky sticky....
becoz of the stupid KEYBOARD...
i gt 97% accuracy instead of 100% !!!!
accuracy is very easy only..
but becz of KEYBOARD!!
accuracy is easy..
hard is Adjusted WPM..
i hate No. 31 d keyboard!!

i wish..
i was invisible sometimes...
i wish..
i could look at you face to face..
i wish...
things could go as i wanted...
i wish..
that you will be happy and healthy
i wish..
i could say goodbye to you..
i wish..
you could have your dream girl just right beside you..
and me...
far far far away..

i said that i duwan to say about it..
but i still say..
LOL..
continue say..

i still dunno who is going to be YOU..
but i wanna type down this..
thingz i wanna do with YOU
-get a bite @ Tutti Frutti [YOU belanja yarr~]
-go to eat McD together.. [kay lar.. I belanja..]
-get our first pic together on our hand phones~
-go get a bite at Old Town..

cannot think ad..
buhbye~

One of my worst weekz... *sob*

What's up?
haiz..
going to tell you what happened the whole week...
no JOY..
no Laughter..
just emo-ness , moody-ness and stupid-ness...

MONDAY 9 of August ::
came to school...
havent wake-up..
still very blur-blur...
then when Jia Ann came..
i saw her new blue bag..
then i found the pictures a little familiar..
but i didnt very "zhu yi"
then when i go back to my seat..
she took her back from her table and said
"you see.."
OMG...
snoopy~~~
so damn cute...
but i not very "ji dong" lor...

TUESDAY 10 of August ::
exam exam xamm...
can't get rid of exam...
after a month or more..
FREEDOM!!!
wohoo!!!

WEDNESDAY 11 of August ::
i thought that something great would happen..
but then..
haizz....
it happened so fast..
and i can't stop it..
it all started when 3 boys were talking..
suddenly they talk about me...
then they talk about somebody that likes me..
then they call me..
i was still blur-blur..
they said
"hey, don't you think J likes you?"
wth..
actually many ppl told me that before..
i was damn annoyed...
then another girl joined...
then they just keep saying..
and they maked the situation more complicated..
i was so pissed...
then it was tuition..
at least Hong Ray's pesentation entertained me..
[it was damn funny!]
when going to gate
HE came..
we talked..
i thought that maybe i could forgive them..
but..
i still blur-blur..

THURSDAY 12 of August...
again..
it was all out of sudden..
it was unexpectable...
YOU cheated me..

YOU betrayed me...
why???
Z..
once someone i trust..
before..
when i found out that someone betrayed me..
it was between N and Z..
i knew it wasn't Z...
and it really was N..
but now..
they are the same...
Z really did betrayed me..
not only betrayed me..
Z was infront of me....
why was i that damn stupid?
why did i tell them?
why can't i stop Z?
i know Z and the Listener very close..
Listener said he/she knew it coz N tell he/she before..
but i keep denying it
i said it was just fake
FAKE!!
i still cannot imagine...
Z
told it....

that night..
i tried to forgive..
but..
the older i get..
the harder i tried to forgive people...
i really was mad..
and i get moodier after every secondthinking about what happened...

FRIDAY 13 of August..
nightmares happen..
it was raining..
i always thought that...
rain was a sign of romance...
[blek..]
i love rain...
it makes me look at the sky always..
it lets me listen to every single rain drop..
but...
haizz..

放学了。。
周末了。。
但还不是很开心。。
我到第3出口。。
就眼看见你了。。
我站的地方。。
只离你几个脚步。。
好就我们没那么靠近了。。
但。。
我看见你一直和他＂眼神交流＂
一直和他说话。。
我不知道为什么
会。。
心痛。。
好久没被你hurt我的心了。。
现在呢？
我一直以为我放下了。。
我够了。。
我不管你了。。
但是。。
我还很担心你。。。
我还放不下。。。
为什么？？？
haizz
i know you got her ad..
so i wouldnt want you..
but i just can't forget you...
i'll try..

i need to tell..
i need to scream out loud..
i need to say it!!!
but nobody to listen..
or maybe is i won''t say..
= =

bye...

~Angelz and Starz ~

My
Angels
Look
After
You
Since
I'm
Away

Lucky Starz~

• Lim Joe Yi
• Liew Kai Yin
• Liew Pui Mun
• Joey Ong
• Chloe Yap
• Mei Fang
• Carnie
• Wong Jiayi
• Lim Ern Thong
• Low Pui San
• Mak Yuen Mun
• Kok Xuen Li
• Koh Khai Ng
• Tan Mun Yi
• Tiffany Chin
• Chelsea Leong

etc.. etc.. etc... very sorry if i forget to write you.. paiseh paiseh... haizzz...

Lucky Starz~

• Liang
• Lau Chuan Hong
• Low Tze Wei
• Thang Wei Han
• Lee Hong Ray
• Tang Lit Han
• Daniel Chin

i think like that only lorr.. i simply write d.. paiseh paishe la har...

thx!~

I'm back~ MISS ME?

wazup..
i'm back..
miss me??
LOL

back with more stories..
back with more chinese words...
back with more moody days..
back becoz of YOU

actually i duwan to be back so fast..
let you all miss me first...
LOL
no la..
i just wanna rest for a while and go watch MAID SAMA..
but...
i miss you...
my dear precious blog..
when i saw the number..
WOOTZ!!!
i'm happy alright...

haiz..
actually i want to wtire this post becoz of that person...

don't hurt yourslef..
don't be so playful..
don't keep pushing urself to do this do that..
take some rest..
u need to be okay..
u know?
u keep pushing urself to do things..
that day..
u still hurt..
but u still keep push ur self to do that...
you know that she is very sad also?
i stil dunno why..
i still care about u..
but..
i care about you as a friend..
kayz?
don't simply think..
u should take care..
and hav some rest..
don't let her be worried...

everyday...
i keep wondering..
why..
how..
when..
so many questions..
yet..
all those answer i need to find for myself...

i havent fully stand up..
but i'll try..
for the sake for you all..
thx to everyone...

so....
i still need to study study study...
moody moody moody..
crazy crazy crazy..
and be ME
wakaka....

these days..
i keep thinking about what to write..
then..
i think until so many ad...
just dunno gt time anot...
= =""

nex posty..
buh-bye ~