YES YES YES!!!

yes!!!
finally!!
new blog!!!
yea!!!
cannot talk much
brother keep stalking me....
haizzz...
today mayb good mood..
maybe today only ...
haizzz...
ok larr...
go first...
love my blog~
love me~
blek.....
bye~

yesterday and today... hope has lost....

okay readers.. its gonna be w allitle conplicated for you all now...
so...
the grey letters are the things i type yesterday..
and the normal a.k.a. black colour is today type d...
becoz yesterday i type until half and then my brother...
haizz..
will tell you later...
so.. pls enjoy..
maybe it will be a little long..
but just read until the end...

Yesterday [25/06/2010]
hey..
yea..
i'm kinda busy right now..
chatting with puimun..
eh?
she didnt chat ad..
haizz..
eh?
gt ad..
hauizzzzz....


readers...
theres this huge thing i wanna tell you..
omg...
i think its big..
and im sick of it..


its this..
my mom..
you should now she is a teacher...
if you dunno..
keep reading..
if you know...
skip the blue words part..
my mom is the math and add math teacher of Sek. 4
yea..
nothing big...
but heres what..
joeyi..
her mom is big...
her mom b4 was catholic high school teacher..
and then turn to sek.4
then back to catholic coz of joeyi's brother...
then of course..
joeyi is totally going to CHS...
and we're gonna break apart..
thats totally not COOL
so...
this the big deal..
my mom wanna sent me to catholic..
i was like can meh??
she said as a teacher she has the right to decide where the hell school she wants me to go...
i thinking Usher's song OMG....
omg..........
this means
1)
me and Joeyi can be together like years.... so awesome.... so gret.. then we wouldnt be apart... but
2)
i'm gonna say bye to my beloved sek.4... no..... thats so not good.. i mean.. i ad gt "feel" to sek. 4 ad...
last year.. i wanted to be in the Majalah sekolah... i thought that was just so great..
then now...
i had to sacrifice just for joeyi....
did i did the right choice???
or not...
i cannot leave sek. 4 behind but i cannot catch CSH also...
thats wat my mind was thinking this few days....
and..
what if at CHS dun hav lengzai???
all NERDZZZZ...
wth!!!


if you are thinking
"wahh.. good loh.. can go CHS.."
i'm gonna shout and scream to you!!!!
lifes sucks when u find it hard to make choices....

Today [26/06/2010]
wth...
yesterday sorry..
coz my borther..
he just pissed me up and then i..
haizzz....
tears falling out....
i dunno wth why..
its like this....
when i was typing until the end of the grey part....
my brother came and just said give him to play computer...
he just keep kacau me and then i betahan ad....
then i just run out of the room..
and lay down on the sofa...
nobody in the house knew i was crying that time...
so you all don't simply say..
i dunno why i cry...
i just very....
conplicated...
confusing...
very fan..
all my problems just make me dizzy...
i lay at there about 45 min and then i sleep..
when i wake up....
its about 10 sumting....
when i sleep is 9 sumting....
i think..
thank god my tears are dry....
ornot other ppl can see....
when i lay at sofa...
my tears "roll" until my back...
so wet...
i just cannot control myself...
so many damn freaking problemss....
blog...
future...
friends....
***
and 0.0001% of xxx....
no larr..
who cares about him
that sucker...

i cannot help it....
i can't tahan to make a fake smile to my friends..
but i also cannot go moody moody at my friends..
like today..
suddenly waikit ask me why i not same like normal days..
what can i do??
i just smile...
i think thats fake..
you cant make a smile from a sad person..
but you could try...

i cannot resist..
i must type..
***
why did i wanna hav feelings on you..
i just wanna hav a way to forget xxx...
who knew..
i would be that hurt...
actually not hurt..
i just..
too deep...
haizzz...
who the hell knew that this would happen..
haiszzzz..
i thought it was just the begining so i wouldnt so care about it...
we were friends before..
then we stop talking...
we were like avoiding each other..
but i just keep it natural...
then this happen....
but..
i know i'm not scare...
i just know i have to go on...
one more year...
my mind keep thinking
"one more year to go and i can start oever..
nobody knows who LeRan is when she is old...
then i can start over again...
have a new life..."
but..
can my dreams come true....
lately..
none has been perfect....
haizzz.....

hope lately someone can make me happy...
just like the old me...
happy...
no problems...
but still...
no freedom.....
=[
i'll try all my luck to....
SMILE =]

-CoolTomboy

boring boring boring boring!!!!

wazup..
haizz..
no mood..
damn..
moody...
[luo suo]
haizz..

so..
came back from Karate Kid..
okok lor..
cannot say very nice..
also cannot say not nice..
average..

haizz..
actually i gt think of what to write before..
but thanks alot to JoeYi calling..
i forgot...
damn it..

what to write..
what to do..
what to think..
= =
i hate boring!!!!
why is everyone buzy but me nothing to do..
what the hell...
i duwan see movie online ad...
i hate playing games online..
and obody is available for chat..
wth...
BORING!!!!!
boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring!!!
somebody save me from drowning in the sea of damn boring-ness....
S.O.S.!!!!

got to go..
go where??
be boring...
wait for somebody to FINALLY chat with me...
really?
no..
just kidding...
i'm BORING!!

Little Me... wakaka...

我是黑里的白。。


我是白里的黑。。

黑白黑白。。

我和每个人不同。。

我。。

喜欢不同。。

不同叫特别。。

特别。。

我特别无聊。。

特别白痴。。

特别cool。。

特别自恋。。

today..
haizz..
suddenly think of something..
wanna know?
of course i will tell you..
today, when i going to ioi mall learn piano..
i saw a baby sitting beside driver's sit looking around in the car..
i thought,
"welcome to the new world..
its gonna be a crazy life to you.."
i know i'm crazy...
then i thought about when i was a kid or a baby...
i never knew life was so damn hard...
nobody gave us a warning about the life we're heading is damn freaky..
i remember....
when i small...
mom said i was so naughty..
i keep turning myself round and round and round..
then i knock my lips on the tv d cupboard or sumting..
[dunno how the hell to descrive]
during that day,
my lips very freaky..
mayb u didnt notice...
hehe..
coz nobody notices our lips..
= =
my lips..
on the middle like gt one more layer..
aiya hard to explain..
u ask me la sometimes...
i'll tell you..
><
and my leg..
rmb last time gt one post i say i go back to my nanny d house...
and i..
cry??
rmb??
well..
last time we went there...
aunty 'lianxiang' said when i was a baby..
she 'mendukung' me when she was making cookies..
and my leg touch dao the oven..
and pain..
i gt no memories about it..
then dunno when..
but lately..
i found out that it was true..
coz my leg there..
gt one smalll teenie tiny scar or wateva it is..
very small only...
hehe..
i was born to be naughty..
but i've learn to be responsible..
now sometimes.
SOMETIMES..
i help my mom out..
and i am such a good gurl..
hate it..
too good..
wanna be a bad bad tomboy..
gtg..
watch Karate Kid...
cute Jaden Smith and Jackie Chan..
wakakaka...
bye
CoolTomboy =P
[sorry coz maybe this post extra long.. next time longer!!]

talkative = typative

wazup dude...
today?
haizzz...
duwan talk about it..
no larr...
nothing happen..
just Scott moody coz the marks of his english test...
if u are wondering about my marks...
31 only..
><

teacher today call us to write essay in groups..
for what???
write urself la...
damn too much things if 4 people...
but we all gt laugh about some jokes la..
then the teacher is looking at us..
even if our essay C..
so what??

now i only found out...
H class really very very very stress..
damn stress..
last year..
you can see many times people crying about their marks...
u take B then u cry..
me?/
i never cry at school because of my marks..
^^
at K class dun hav alot people do such a thing like this..
wakaka..
K class at least relax sikit sikit...
and no teacher uses the sentence "you all are 1st class blah blah blah"
the school ONLY thinks about 1st class..
like they're so damn important or what...
so u could feel the PRESURE!
= =
but..
i'm proud that i was in H class before..
its the best experience i ever had..
^^

dunno why today type so many things..
?
gonna be sien afterwad..
MAYBE
.....
i'm sorry if my blog post d words to small...
i'll try typing bigger
><

bye..
CoolTomboy =P

Because of You..

wazup..
today..
so damn moody..
coz of him....
shit...

你就知道我很想忘了你



可是你又一直出现在我面前。。


我知道你不能接受我。。


但你也不需出现在我的生活里！！


我知道你有另个＂她＂。。


then就好好珍惜＂她＂！


不要烦我！！


有可能以前。。


我喜欢你时。。


你会觉得很烦。。


那就对不起咯。。


可是。。


你能做到我的要求吗？


要我忘了你。。


是可以的。。


但我也需要时间。。


如果在这些时间里还有人提起你的名字。。


我还能这么样？


每当你一出现。。


朋友就一直说我了。。


你知道我忍了多久吗？


上次。。。


因为朋友说我。。。


我骂他们到很恐怖了。。


我不希望会发生这种事。。


所以拜托你。。


帮个忙。。


不要再这样了！
 
Last Time..
 
You Make Me Crazy.. @.@
 
You Make Me Think Of You..
 
You Make Me Blush..*><*
 
But Now..
 
You Make Me Moody.. = =
 
You Make Me Cannot Concentrate in Class
 
You Make Me Let People Laugh..><
 
You Make Me Run Away From You... XP
 
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH THAT THIS THING NEVER HAPPEN??/
 
i hope you could see this post..
it really means alot to me..
and i hope you can do what i wish..
its that easy..
 
-CoolTomboy

wazup dudes...
still damn moody right now..
haizzz...
same same dunno what the hell to write...

afterwad gt go WenXuan party...
dunno what to do..
charging camera d battery..
haizz...

nothing to do......
i know something very not-good to me.....
i don't feel hurt....
but i just feel....
dark..
or sumting....

dunno what the hell to write...
haizzz....
my blog..
still quite..
i hate it....
everyone's blog so nice and so many ppl go...
but my wan...
haizz....
so noob...
bye

CoolTomboy

lonely, as usual...

wazup..
as usual..
i'm still damn sienn right now...
if only someone chat with me...
but i think i should go play games...
as usual...
my blog is still too quiet..
i'm like the only one "talking" and echos return..
haizzz...
this is when ur blog just SUCKX....

nothing to do..
waiting somebody to chat with me..
i sometimes duwan to chat with ppl cz i scared them say me fan...
then i wait lo...
fine..
i duwan wait ad..
its game time!!!
see ya..

CoolTomboy

damn boring today...

wazup..
damn boring right now..
haiz.....
i wanted to call JoeYi now..
but all bcz of mom...
haizz....

nothing to type..
danm menyesal coz go to the stupid computer class..
damn boring @ there...
sorry KaiYin...
need drag u to there in hell....

siennn leh...
not only facebook..
@ here oso ntg to write....
haizz.....
dunno what the hell to write ad..
so go drink so choco milk~~
maybe will giv me some idea on what to do online...
bye..

??? ==

wazup..
tonight mayb relatives coming...
lol...
but they're so not gonna sleep my room!!!!

i'm not so crazy about the 1 min 36 sec ad..
when think about it then smile for once...
then when other people see they like...
"is she siao??"
= =

i know..
dreams don't come true for nothing..
you just need to work hard...
and pray everynight that it will come true....
if its me..
no i didnt work hard..
yea i always pray that it will come true..
stupid right??/
yea, i think so...

gonna be a little sot sot like PuiMun...
dunno what the heck it will happen..
that day coz JoeYi bring a whole bottle of 100 Plus...
then when i pour it i thinking of something...
keep think...
then suddenly somebody call my name..
i was like "huh"
then the 100 plus accidentally pour out coz the cup full ad...
blur blur...
*.*
XD
dunno lar...

dunno what to type ad....
can anybody just comment in my blog??/
i knw Will, KaiYin, PuiMun, JiaYi, Xuen and Joey sometimes gt comment in my blog...
but all same ppl...
i know i abit greedy..
but i want more..
haizz....
thats what i said b4..
u can dream..
but it won't come true..

peace out
-CoolTomboy

i know i can forget him..
he's very easy only..
he's just nothing..
some stupid thing lying on my life....
he's just somebody...
somebody that i wouldnt care...
but why is it so hard....
i can't forget him with everyone laughing me about him...
i can't forget him if my life is just so normal until he comes out and destroys it..

wait...
i think it's not his fault..
it's just my fault i like him b4...
haizz..
i don't care already..
why is life just so hard....

my hopes.. fly~

wazup people...
i duwan to hav hopes anymore..
it's just not right..
i mean..
they never ever come true...
haizz....
i just don't get it..
i cannot hav what i want..
i'm just..
plain...
i can't be...
like them..
they're just..
so good
i'm just..
so different...
except for me being a tomboy....
theres nothing else i can do...
wtf...
i duwan say ad...
its just so sad...
no larr..
still moody...
but gonna be bad mood...
-CoolTomboy

1 minute 36 seconds~ the happiest thing in my life~

发生了大事...


不是关于我和xxx拍照。。

是。。

~ ~ ~
 
太高兴了!!


事情发生的过成有1分钟36秒久..

也是我人生最幸福的一件事..

没想到竟然回发生这种事!!

啊!!!

太好了~

我永远会记得这1分钟36秒..

因为这有是我的第一个和可能最后一个1分钟36秒..

发生了这件事后..

我一直笑...

弟弟还以为我傻了..
 
^^
 
don't say ad..
 
love my sweet 1 minute 36 seconds~