SenSitivE MINI Mu$h

what's up...
lolxx the title..
hong hong giv another name for me jorr..
"mini mush"
hahaxx..
he giv a lot of name jor lorhh...

why sensitive??
coz...
thats me..
lolxx..
today larhh....
senisitve d 'penyakit' come back jor...

i feel that..
i cannot trust you anymore..
i feel that...
i cannot have hope on you..
i feel that..
me and you..
its like..
me and stranger...
if its the way you want it..
then keep it going..
but..
if you want to come back..
feel free to...

xxx...
start missing jorr..
not missing as in he missing jor..
means i missing him...
lolxx..
i can't believe i type that!!
nvm..
he wouldnt see d..
they say he and her break jorr..
i thought is her want to break geh..
becz she like very don't care..
then they say that is HE want to break..
wth..
shocked that moment..
i thought he very like her..
what happened??
i thought it was he  the moody moody wan after it happen..
no worr..
><
feel sorry..

ad about 1/2 years jorr..
still nothing happen..
only can sit..
stare..
dream..
high..
lolxx..

2009**
i would nvr forget..
the first time i saw him..
[ LZ LZ LZ!~~]
i would nvr forget..
the day aftter he finish his practice, eating ice cream~~
[ awww.. so cute~]
i would nvr forget..
the day he was sitting there reading my novel~!!
[ HIGH HIGH HIGH ]
i would nvr forget..
gt 1 time when we go PE..
he was training @ the court there..
he and some teamates didnt wear shirt..
only wear pants..
[ >< = =''' but i didnt see his body... lolx..]
and many memories that i couldnt count ..

2010**
i would nvr forget ..
he came back from competition with his leg 'sakit'
[><]
i would nvr forget ..
he and her 'yen sheng jiao liu'
[><]
i would nvr forget...
he fooling around in the library and was soo close too me...
[arhh... the most craziest]
i would nvr forget..
what he typed when we were chatting in fb..
[wait.. i think i forget jorr.. ><]
i would nvr forget..
seeing him very happy when playing basketball...
[xD]
i would nvr forget..
when he go eat his friend's curry mee..
[lolxx]
and latest!!
i would nvr ever nvr forget..
he sitting next too me~~~
and still gt a lot memories where i was high and he was .. huh??

its was crazy times for me..
but also time to let go for now..
next year..
new life..
and mayb still gt him in my head..
><

dun type about him jorr arh!!!
UPSR wan coming jorr..
><
not scare larhh...
><'''
buh bye...