okay okay....

what's up..
long time no post jorr..
so sorry
very lazy mar..
haizz..

without u..
i found out that i still have many friends..
without u..
my friendship with other friends grew stronger than ever..
without u..
i became stronger..
without u..
......
i'm still okayy..
i'm still happy..
so that means..
even if we were back again..
and then break again..
i won't have to worried anymore...
because..
i have them..
KaiYin
PuiMun
Sharon
Chloe
and more.........

we were friends before..
but..
i don't want to be enemys...
just be strangers..
and thats enough....
maybe....

but..
i don't want u to step into my life
step into my blog
step into my teritory..
just leave me alone...
i can't 'melarang' you to be with my friends..
but i can make one thing straight..
u knew some of them becoz me...
so..
STAY OUT!!
don't ever come again...

lately these days are still okay...
nothing special..
just msn here and there only...

i'm being more sensitive than ever now..
i've been thinking about my friends everytime..
and..
i scared that i was a little annoying..
or very ma fan..
or harsh..
or bad..
or..
just something la..
now,
everytime i wanna chat with someone in FB or MSN...
i always thought that
"What if they were busy?"
"What if i was bothering them?"
"What if i.............."
i'm just tooo sensitive lately..

what happened to me...
i became..
stupid..
useless..
sensitive..

er...
what to type jorr..
after chatting finish with my friend..
i became moody jorr...
haizz..
sot sot d...
i duwan to type la..
no mood..
maybe tomoro...

bye..
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