last day of old me..

What's up dudes...
today is the last day i be the old identity..
thnx to the party at Redbox..
i feel happy..
but the happiness is only at there..
when i was away from my friends..
back to my moody life..
haizz...
at least i could be happy on my last day of "old identity"

during party..
was awesome..
we sing like crazy..
we eat like crazy..
[no lar..]
but he had fun..
i think none of them know that it was the last day of "happy ol' me"
haizz..
at least i got a new hobby..
singing..
maybe..
but i'm not sure...
before the party..
i sing only when i hear my MP3 in my room alone..
i always kept my voice soft..
i wouldn't want anybody to know that i could sing [terribly]
but this time..
no more "singing alone"
i get to sing using microphone..
it may be normal to you all..
but it's the first time of me..
i feel quite free in there..
and of course sikit sikit cold..
brrr....
no lar...

i think of my past..
people say that i am cheerful and happy-go-lucky..
but then..
when i think again..
am i?
i'm just a loser living with a none-caring family...
well..
not exactly none-caring..
but something like that..
it's hard to explain..
sometimes..
i feel like i didnt even exist in this world..
no body cares about me..
if they did, sometimes its fake..
pity me lar..
do u know how poor am i???

i dream the dreams that will never be ture..
i wish somthing that will never be true..
every fairytale has a happy ending..
but,
when is mine??

whenever i saw XXX..
i hide..
whenever he sees me..
i blush...
but why???
they say coz i like him.
but u think i wanna like him??
u think i duwanna forget him???

i saw many people having good lifes..
and of course..
i am a little envy them..
i am thinking..
how can't i have the good life of them??

things are about to change after tomorrow..
so better watch out..
haizz..
i feel like typing for only me to see..
nobody comes to my blog..
haizzz..
i cannot online for nex week..
gonna damn miss my blog..
[muackzz]
bye dear blog..
peace out

-CoolTomboy=P
5:53pm
28/02