how about me??

i could't believe it..

i help her chase her dream and now she got her dream..

what about me??

she could chase her dream by just telling the truth..

i couldn't..

she knows her dream boy and could talk to him everyday..

i couldn't..

i don't even know what could i do..

she(T) and her dream boy(Y) thank me for makinh them together..

they said they could help me just like i help them..

but they couldn't..

nobody knows my dream boy..

even if somebody knows him..

its hard to chase..

he hates me..

he doesn't knows me..

he looks at me as if he hates me..

he....

aiya..

the most important thing is he hates me!!!

i could not one day cannot see him wan..

so bad...

i would like to forget him for about a few years..

but..

i'm scared if something happens..

why can't i just forget him???