Useless . Worthless . Hopeless

What's up
it s a bad day for her today
she has laughs
but it weren't true from the Heart

she was stupid
she was hopeless
HOPELESS
and she wants to just
hide in her room
listen to music
and just drink rootbeer!!
no more thinking of xxx
cold-blooded friends
none-caring parents
!!

what happen to her WISH?
Perfect Life . Perfect Friends . Perfect World
it was a stupid wish..
she should have wish to just dissappear from this world
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she just knows about
cough cough cough
rootbeer rootbeer rootbeer
and being
stupid stupid stupid
she doesnt worth anything

she doesnt needs encouragement
she doesnt needs happiness
she doesnt needs anything
she just wants...
every thing to be perfect in her perfect little life
is that too much to ask?

she never took anybody for granted
she tried her best to be friendly
she just needs ............
not him
she doesnt want him
whats he for her to love

she
wants to disappear
she
wants rootbeer
she
wants the things she wants
she
is emo right now
she
is gonna hav tears tonight

she knows what you think
"just some small matter then like that?"
this not small
she just wanna let it out
ornot she will go siao siao

she is going weaker and weaker
she is becoming sick
she is not strong anymore
what happened?

she
wants to stop writing
get ready for tomorrow
and continue being emo
bye...