#4 bad mood...

wazup wazup..
today after ko-ko..
dunno why suddenly feel moody..
like no mood..
or bad mood..
haizzz...

XXX...
the unbelievable dream..
that day..
my friend came and siad..
"hey, my frindz are gonna tell me who XXX likes!~"
i'm like
"so?!"
but in the heart..
its like a knife on it..
but..
one day i'm not gonna feel hurt...
coz thats what XXX really likes..
is "her"..
not me..
i'm scared when i really hear the news...
i get more hurt...

i'm the someone who nobody cares..
i'm the someone who is invisible sometimes...
i know someones out there for me..
but i still feel..
something...
i'm always trying to forget XXX..
but u think i can??
i'm suffering on "XXX-desease"
not like other girls..
they have what it takes to just say
'hey, i like you"
or they can just stare at the guy they like for 24 hours..
or something..
i can't..

if i saw him..
the worst thing i ever did is..
RUN...
but at least now i wouldnt run..
i just don't look at him..
its very hard...

i need someone..
speacial..
good-heart.
and not-so hamsap
lol..
and maybe someone who cares about me..
well..
don't forget good looking and the height..

i know i very picky..
but XXX is 3 out of 6..
i think is 2 not 3..
i dunno he speacial anot..

i dunno i can keep "an lian" XXX anot..
i men..
if i wanna forget him..
how??
even if i saw him about 10 meters away then i ad crazy liao lo...
how??

haizz..
i duwan write ad..
buh bye..

peace out..
-CoolTomboy