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wazup..
just now chat with a friend..
i say
"wazup"
then she's like..
"wat wazup?'
stupid right??

i can't believe it..
it was like me and xxx fighting..
walau...
we were chatting...
and i think i was the one who pick up the fight
i dunno what i was doing..
i just said
"so wat?"

i don't get it...
i'm convincing him to....
haizz....
no mood ad...
xxx no reply ad..
good..
so whenever he see's me he'll be mad...

becoz of him..
i'm all moody and sad right now..
i dunno what am i thinking
i'm just..
confused
lost
ever second i was wishing for him to say something...
but..
after every second past..
i was desperate....

-CoolTomboy=P

#4 no title...

wazup
sry just now
too angry
duwan say ad..
say then angry

that day when i @ facebook write..
i think xxx know ad..
and he pian pian at in front of me..
dunno lar..
but i still trying to forget..
frenzz say..
if cannot forget then choose someone else...
someone else??
let me see...
erm..
there is a quite ok wan...
we talk before...
quite weird conversation..
but..
he is unavailable...
i mean..
not so many hopes on him...

and then there is another wan...
same same unavailable....
we talk before....
a little awkward...
but i duwan..

thats all...
so i gt no choice...
so no need to choose...
i'm a single tomboy..
lol....

sienn arr.....
finally become back brother with jiahua, chongjing they all...
gonna miss our brother moment...
gtg.....
peace out...

-CoolTomboy =P

#1 unforgettable..

hey wazup..
CoolTomboy =P in the house~!
dunno why..
suddenly chat like crazy
lol

but not so busy larr...
i was just wondering...
= =
how about do somthing to my blog??
make is more cool..
but then....
no need larr....
or not more 'ma fan'
haiz.....

suddenly...
dunno why..
but...
haizzz...
hard to say...

i think...
if it's just a dream..
why keep dreaming?!
why no just stop..
get to reality..
stop the stupid dream that wouldnt be real..
XXX will never even notice me...
why so crazy about XXX....
forget about XXX..
make my life normal again..
but then..
how??
forget..
is a big decision..
one move then i can't go back..
i scared i regret..
another but..
is XXX forgetable??
or unforgetable??
i don't know..
but i know one thing..
i can't have XXX....

XXX..
the name i gave him..
very myterious..
but XXX isn't..
XXX is just like anybody..
normal..
but in my eyes...
XXX is someting..
something..
erm..
hard to explain..
hard to describe..
haizz...

duwan say ad..
no mood ad...
always say these things then no mood..
well..
see ya..

peace out..
CoolTomboy =P